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Monday, December 26, 2011

Kill the Apostates!

Jehovah's Witnesses consider themselves a "moderate" religion. However, what follows is an excerpt from their Watchtower magazine, which reveals a truth about them that they might not wish to discuss when they ring your doorbell:

"We are not living today among theocratic nations where such members of our fleshly family relationship could be exterminated for apostasy from God and his theocratic organization, as was possible and was ordered in the nation of Israel in the wilderness of Sinai and in the land of Palestine. 'Thou shalt surely kill him; thy hand shall be first upon him to put him to death, and afterwards the hand of all the people. And thou shalt stone him to death with stones, because he hath sought to draw thee away from Jehovah thy God,... And all Israel shall hear, and fear, and shall do no more any such wickedness as this is in the midst of thee.' (Deuteronomy 13:6-11, AS). Being limited by the laws of the worldly nation in which we live and also by the laws of God through Jesus Christ, we can take action against apostates only to a certain extent, that is, consistent with both sets of laws. The law of the land and God's law through Christ forbid us to kill apostates, even though they be members of our own flesh-and-blood family relationship."~November 15, 1952 Watchtower pp.703-704

So, since the laws of the land forbid murder, Jehovah's Witness members treat Apostates — ones who have left their religious organization — as dead. Yes, my children and my flesh-and-blood brother treat me as dead because I no longer wish to be a member of the family religion. How does one treat another as "dead"? By shunning — completely ignoring — such evildoers.

I have described my experiences in Religion is Manipulative and Kindness of a Stranger.

I speak from personal experience in saying it may be embarrassing for the Jehovah's Witnesses to admit that they shun anyone. Yet, the religion's members are obliged to shun family and friends who they judge as " wicked."


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Saturday, December 24, 2011

Caring for the Planet

The letter below was written in response to a letter Mr. Ian Anderson, president of Kinder Morgan, published in the Burnaby Newsleader. His letter has been published here. Below is a letter of response from E. Harrison, published online at the Burnaby Newsleader.

Dear Ian Anderson,

It is with deep sadness that I read of your intentions to expand the oil industry in Burnaby. My fear is that any increase in oil production translates into more pollution of our planet. My heart breaks when I think that my children and grandchildren may not live to see a clean earth.

Burnaby has ongoing issues with the oil industry. Indeed, I lump your companies all together, since I have seen very little accountability from any of you. For example, Chevron has leaking storage issues still unresolved. Also, I’d be curious to know how the neighbors feel who lost their homes when Kinder Morgan oil rained on their community a few short years ago. Recently, oil appeared in the water on the north shore for which no oil company has claimed responsibility. How come private homeowners must pay for removal of small oil storage tanks from their yards, yet big corporations like yours will not take responsibility for massive oil spillages? How many more warnings is Mother Earth going to give us before she gets too sick to sustain life anymore?

Is there anyone in the oil industry with a conscience or a desire to clean up our planet and reverse the toxic pollution problem?  

Any one?

Common practices need to be reviewed. If the city is using tar/oil-based products that result in pollution problems, then we are not living right as a community and as a city. How do we change an entire grid system to eliminate harms to our environment when these are practiced and endorsed by our governments? I read about the billions (yes, billions) of dollars the oil industry budgets to lobby our politicians. Sadly, based on their comments, many of our politicians have already been “persuaded” to support the oil industry. Once corrupted by oil money, these “public” servants become servants of the oil industry, rather than their constituents. We cannot have a democracy or a clean planet if we allow the oil industry to own our politicians.

Yes, Mr. Anderson. Your letter made me feel extremely vulnerable. The only thing I could think to do was go for a nature walk. I cried when I visited the stream and saw a purple and turquoise film on the water. It was raining and the parking lot drained directly into a stream that feeds Burnaby Lake. No wonder the lake required dredging, courtesy of the taxpayers. No wonder the lake is sick. Seeing the condition of the water made me weep. Yet, your desire is to increase oil consumption and make the environment even more toxic than it already is.

I felt a sadness come over me that I have not felt for quite some time. I cried as I approached a walking bridge. The water appeared murky and in the distance, a mist hovered over Burnaby Lake. I pondered what Burnaby’s parks would become now that Kinder Morgan has set their sights on expanding their industry in our beloved community. On one side of the bridge my gaze followed several ducks paddling through the cloudy water. Already the waterways are suffering from pollution. A Tim Horton’s cup bobbed against a bridge support. It seems some people treat the planet as their personal garbage dump. The oil industry has its garbage dump too: Tailings Ponds.

Selfish corporate attitudes toward care-taking of our planet must change.

On the other side of the bridge was a beautiful Great Blue Heron grooming himself. How much longer would I get to enjoy these moments in nature? How much longer before these beloved birds become extinct because of pollution and toxicity?

I recalled Harper’s conservatives affirming they would like to see Canada become a large oil-producing nation. I have seen the “Ethical Oil” advertisements. I wonder if other people recognize as I do that there is no such thing as “ethical” oil.

Canada has not cut back on oil consumption. In fact they have increased their carbon count according to another news article I read last week. The Canadian government has no intention of preserving life on planet earth. The uses that the oil industry deem “safe” are actually harmful to our environment.

It has always been my dream to get off the oil consumption grid. I have no desire to add to the load of pollution already spewing into our water courses. I don’t think in terms of how rich I could become. I think in terms of “nature in balance” and “humans coming into balance with nature.” That clearly is not the direction you have intended for our beloved community, Mr. Anderson.

It is my wish that the oil be left in the ground. If politicians could walk away from the oil lobby money, new sources of energy would soon be discovered and implemented. Sources that support the environment, rather than destroy it. I embrace that concept and I trust it as “my truth.” I trust the answers will come if we really seek a solution to. Let’s support our planet instead of raping it. Let’s be kind to the planet and to each other.

If we know what is good for the planet we will keep saying no thanks to your planned expansion.

E. Harrison


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Sunday, December 11, 2011

Men and Emotions

Do you know anyone who seems "stuck" in another decade?

That was one reason why I divorced Jerry* in 1997. Throughout the 23 years of our marriage, his hairstyle stayed the same, his mustache stayed the same, his tee-shirts and jeans—the only clothes he would wear—were worn to a frazzle, yet he would not shop for himself. It was my job to "look after him" along with my two children—effectively, he was my third child. In fact, I had more intelligent conversations with my children during those years than I ever had with my then husband.

Why talk about that now, years after the fact? What's past is past, some might say. Admittedly, it came up again after my attendance at a recent conference in which women called upon men to take a position to end violence against women. With six men in attendance, the effectiveness of the conference is yet to be seen. I have learned that men's blocked emotional issues can erupt in unexpected and unrelated ways. At the conference, it was said that men often rage at their wives and children, those closest to them and who they supposedly love. Yet, their anger has little to do with their wives and children. The source of anger is rooted in men's childhood.

Women discussing violence at men's hands seem to reinforce their victimization mode. The majority of men are absent from such discussions, so have little awareness or interest about owning their part of the problem. Not terribly effective. Meanwhile, violence against women continues. So just how can women let go of their victimization? By getting supports in place? The subject was raised. Admittedly, women do have some supports in place, but these are floundering because of funding cuts for women's groups.

Governments consisting mostly of men would rather divert funds to cut corporate taxes instead of investing in programs to help families who need help with mental health issues. People who have some level of awareness have been writing letters to governments, newspaper editors, and posting on blog sites. Who reads any of these? If you are one who has actually read this far, congratulations on your focus and interest in this most important issue! While publicity is important, who is really benefiting from the publicity? More women? I am really impressed if you are a man who is reading this far down a blog!

So yes, Jerry had a growing anger that was eating away at him. Just because he didn't hit me did not mean he was "nice" to me. For example, while traveling one time, we rolled up behind a car at a stop sign. The car ahead paused as if caught in indecision. Jerry impatiently rammed its rear end once — then again — as if to say, "Get out of my way!" The shocked people in the car must have recognized Jerry's "road rage" and sped off immediately. The jolts were more than physical for me. That action woke me up to just how much anger he had seething inside him. It was about to burst forth.

Only after I divorced him did I discover qualities I had not seen while in the marriage. It became glaringly obvious: he was addicted to alcohol, drugs, and sex. I felt somewhat foolish for having not seen it until after the fact.

Now I understand that addictions are attempts to bury emotional pain. By that time, I had been receiving therapy for my unresolved childhood issues for about ten years. I understood the need to talk things through in relationships by then. Yet sadly, Jerry was incapable of talking about his past. He simply WOULD NOT TALK! Any attempts on my part to communicate turned him into a little boy who disappeared into his cave (the garage) or a bar or some other woman for his solace. Communication was just too painful. He lived in such agony that he could not bear to speak about it. And I, being the "submissive" religious wife, was expected to just "be happy." All the time.

Divorce was my way out of what became a dangerous existence for me. As I was gaining my health through counseling, he was diagnosed with Hepatitis-C. He is dead now, without ever seeking help for his festering rage. So sad.

After the conference I realized that men are being called to deal with the emotional issues of their childhood so that they can function healthily within their current relationships (marriages, parenting, etc.). While most men appear functional in jobs, their careers are often the only area of life where they actually have it together — maybe.

Many women feel blamed when they have outgrown the marital relationship. The only way to "survive" in such dysfunctional marriages would be to go on anti-depressants or other mood-altering drugs. At yet another conference, I learned that women have been diagnosed as sexually unresponsive (pdf format) because they are no longer attracted to the emotionally unresponsive men they married. Again, the responsibility appears to get shifted onto the women. Blame is such a useless and irresponsible stance.

I agree, it's not all men, but many men.

Do you personally see a need to grow?

This is the tip of the iceberg: Men need to start growing their emotions in order to be men that their women can respect.

My son appears to carry a similar mentality as his dad. Before the religious Shunning Order against me took effect, as a passenger in his car, I witnessed how he sped down the city's main drag when an unsuspecting car made a right turn in front of him. My son was forced to slam on his brakes or change lanes. He yelled, "Hey, get out of my lane!" — apparently, he had an effective teacher.

Lately, I have wondered how he treats his wife. Like father, like son? Since I am being officially shunned by the religion, I have no way of knowing the answer to that loaded question. It doesn't stop me from wondering: how much emotional work is happening in his marriage?

I realize I have many failings and imperfections for which to apologize. I had past religious ideals which I now believe destroyed my family. Nevertheless, here is a call to my son (still in the family religion) and my brothers (two of six still in the religion) to begin dialoging about their efforts at emotional work.

*  Not his real name.

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Sunday, November 27, 2011

Saving Democracy

Occupy Vancouver has been shut down by the 1%. The Tent City is gone.
 
Except I wouldn't be too sure it is the end of the 99% — those who are awakening to the injustices of society. As the rich become richer and the poor are going into greater debt each month, the level of awareness grows.
 
Why the greed of the 1%? Why do they appear to covet all the assets? Could it be because they want even more? To want more — doesn't that indicate a poverty mentality? Doesn't that "longing" mean the 1% feels they still don't have enough?
 
Poverty consciousness?
 
Telling, isn't it?
 

Model for Prosperity

The poor will always be among us. It is up to us to share with others less fortunate, rather than hoard and take even more away from the little means that the 99% have remaining. In some cultures, farmers left the corners of their fields of grain for poor people to glean. Some farmers left more than usual for the poor. Others, less so. It was a kind of welfare system where the poor could work to provide for themselves and their families. The poor retained their self-esteem and self-empowerment by working. The farm owner expressed love and care, rather than greed. They expressed generosity rather than a sense of lack or not having enough to share. No one went without, because those with more found it in their hearts to share more. Those of moderate means perhaps had less to share, so gave less. Compassion and love reigned, rather than greed.
 

Canada's Banking System

How many credit card offers did you get in the mail this week? How many banking ads did you see on television? Does that mean the bankers want the 99% to go even deeper into debt? Some people are so mired in debt that they can afford only the minimum payment each month. Meanwhile, interest and living charges compound, with no way to get control of their living costs. New finance companies are springing up, offering to "consolidate all your debts" — for a fee of course. Legal loan-sharking.
 
So does everyone want to "have it all" and be among the 1%?
 
Mr. Flaherty, Canada's Finance Minister, insists that Canada has the most sound banking system in the world. NO, IT DOES NOT, Mr. Flaherty. In fact, no sooner Prime Minister Harper took office, he empowered banks to take away 40% of the pensions of his citizens, shrank endowments for education and women's groups — and more. That move instantly translated into less financial security for the 99% who erroneously thought they had enough to live on.
 
Canada's system has become one of greed, rather than love since Prime Minister Harper took office. The 99% are becoming poorer by the day since he implemented his Greed Strategy.
 
Sadly, Prime Minister Harper is quickly bringing down the country he swore to protect. And now he wants the 99% to buy fighter jets for the Prime Minister to destroy our country even further. But as long as he gets to line his own pockets on his war-creation, the 99% living in poverty do not matter. Where is his heart? Where is his conscience? Are they buried so deep in his own pocket that they will not reappear in this lifetime? Is this what his heart and soul came to "accomplish" in his lifetime?
 

The Cost of Living

According to a CBC News Story, inflation has not increased, but rather it has gone down to a mere 1.2%. Anybody buying groceries knows that statement is pure government propaganda. Each month, our grocery bill increases. Not only groceries, but clothing, rent, gas, tuition fees, and any other purchases imaginable have not decreased in price, but increased substantially. I bought dried Quinoa yesterday. It costed over $10 per kilogram at the grocery store. Anybody on a gluten-free diet pays $6 or more for one loaf of bread and it's not like we have a choice. We can't eat cheap wheat bread — it's toxic to a celiac. And I have to eat, so I can't just "get my spending under control" as some people might believe.
 
I heard an inspiring talk by Mirianne Williamson where she quoted a US Supreme Court Judge, "You can either have all the money in the hands of a very few, or you can have Democracy. You can't have both." It's true. The 99% promises Occupation will not quietly go away. The movement will regroup and rise again because our Democracy is on the line. I trust the 1% will understand this: We cannot stop talking, or else we have no more Democracy.

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Monday, October 10, 2011

Movie Review: The Help


Dare to peer into a world set in Jackson, Mississippi during the early 60s. "The Help" stars Emma Stone as Skeeter, Viola Davis as Aibileen and Octavia Spencer as Minny. It is about the marginalization of the colored folk and less fortunate whites. The elitist townswomen have nothing worthwhile to do with their lives except to discriminate against their colored sisters—the very ones who raised their children, kept their houses clean and orderly, and served them and their snobbish friends. I laughed and I cried and everything in between. The story revolves around an ambitious young writer who, due to her own upbringing and unhealed grief over suddenly and mysteriously losing her much-loved nanny, feels there is a story to be told. She proceeds to approach the community of maids to hear their perspectives.

Through much hesitation and fear, the maids come around. Their collective disclose results in the birth of a book called "The Help" which scandalizes—and liberates—the community of all its dark secrets.

Sadly, prejudice can only happen when people forget that we are all ONE.

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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Outgrowing Religion

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I outgrew my religion. Jehovah’s Witnesses is one of many religions full of oppressive rules which members are not allowed to question. If a member has doubts and questions, he/she is viewed as a “Doubting Thomas.” The member is then watched with suspicion, as he/she might be an “Apostate” — a heretic, an infidel, a Judas. After all, he/she might be the one bad apple that spoils the entire bushel basket. The only way to prevent “spiritual contamination” is to watch everyone. Even better, if the elders could get its members to tell on one another. And that is exactly what they do.

The religion was full of “shoulds” and “should nots.” Members were not empowered to use their own mind — everything was “group think — group speak.” They were proud of the fact that they had their own “pure language of truth.” As if every other religion speaks un-truths. The elders based it on a scripture:
"For then I shall give to peoples the change to a pure language…”—Zephaniah 3:10 (NWT)[1]

In therapy I learned that the “should” word is about rules — someone else’s rules. By the time I was “should-ed” on, I had heard the rule through many mouths. It felt reasonable to ask the questions:
  • Where did the rule originate?
  • What was the purpose of the rule?
  • Does it apply to my life in a healthy way?
  • Does it fit where I am today?
  • How does the “should” rule feel in my body when "should-ed" upon?

Regarding the practice of going door-to-door to convert my neighbors, I began feeling it was disrespectful to think that I had some superior knowledge over what my neighbors believed. It would be disrespectful to have a friendship with my neighbors for the reason to convert them to my family’s religion. Was I really showing love to my neighbor if I thought they knew less than me about the power of god in their life? How could I possibly know what was best for someone else? What I thought while in the indoctrinated state could only be described as arrogant.

When I questioned the “shoulds” I knew that I would be betraying my own sense of values and principles for my life. I had outgrown those rules. I had outgrown the religion. It was none of my business what my neighbors chose to believe. It would not be fair and balanced to think I knew what was best for my neighbors.

The United States Election

Remember the USA election of 2012? With the workup to the election, I saw many religious people running for office and they were very popular for some reason. They had many rules — some very harsh ones. Militant newcomers that no one heard of before were gaining ground. If they got elected, rights and freedoms could have been tramped away by their “back to the Bible” rules for “family values” according to their standards. While many of us were “losing our religion” and “outgrowing religion” others were immersing themselves fanatically. They wanted to set up their own theocracy — rule by god. Was that really in our best interests?

Let me illustrate using two examples:

"Until last spring, Jo Martin was a relatively non­political Houston housewife. Today she's on the front lines of a religious war that has fractured the Republican Party. Martin, a 52-year-old mother of three, and her husband David, a stockbroker, are lifelong Republicans but hadn't been active in party politics for many years until they happened to attend a local GOP meeting last spring. They were appalled by what they found. The party apparatus had been taken over by religious activists intent on bringing "biblical principles" to government: outlawing abortion, ostracizing homosexuals, and teaching creationism in public schools, among other things. ...We honest-to-goodness felt like we had fallen through a time warp into a Nazi brown-shirt meeting," Martin said. [2]

and "San Jose Mercury News", by Jeanne Hubert writes,
"...the Coalition on Revival's agenda includes 'a call for the death penalty for abortion, adultery and unrepentant homosexuality.' " [3]

According to the Republican Right wing, putting their warped spin on what “god says” is in everyone’s best interests. Then comes the flashback to my own warped religious upbringing, thinking I was the best one to know what was in everyone else’s best interests. I shudder at my lack of respect which I so clearly see now, but so clearly didn’t — couldn’t — see back then. Looking back, it was presumptuous for me to think I had special knowledge that others didn’t have. My apologies, folks. I just simply didn't know any better, so I hung on tenaciously to what had been implanted in me from birth. I grew up thinking my parents knew it all, and I had to be just like them to belong to the tribe.

But I was wrong and so were they. None of us knew any better at the time. My apologies for my part of the religious ignorance.

The Tangerine Scarf

I read a book called, “The Tangerine Scarf” — a story about an Islamic Muslim woman named Khadra, raised to believe in Sharia Law. After moving to Indiana, she learned some pretty harsh lessons on her journey to moderation. Nevertheless, she learned. She was capable of learning. She allowed herself to see through the veil of blindness that religion implanted in her, figuratively speaking. On her journey to maturity, she measured her upbringing against all others and hers of course was the better one, always a bit more “superior” to anyone else. She was brown skinned, and felt just a little more superior over the black-skinned Muslims. The Indiana white men were low-down dirty “Hoosiers,” as she called them. She was so proud that her family washed their anuses after defecating. Like no one else except Islam likes to be clean back there. Narrow world view, similar to mine in its own way. I realize that people must see the need to grow before they can actually undo the conditioning of their upbringing. The book is advertised as fiction, but it is very true-to-life for anyone learning lessons to moderate their patriarchal religious rules.

Outgrowing Religion

What does it take to open up the crack of doubt and peer through enough in order to glimpse another reality? In my case, I began taking dance lessons and ended up having an affair with my dance partner. Therein lay my moral downfall, according to the tribunal of religious elders who judged me. I had been “contaminated” by the world, and not fit to be a member of the Jehovah’s Witnesses group any longer. They disfellowshipped me in order to punish me and bring me back to my senses. Except that I kept going once I got out the Kingdom Hall (church) door. When I looked back I was mortified to look upon what I used to be. I made a vow to purge every last vestige of that old belief system which served no one except the religious patriarchs in the Brooklyn, New York head offices.

What is Your Truth?

We were all born with an inherent ability to think and feel for ourselves. It is called “intuition.” Thanks to religion, that natural ability has been “deadened” by rules. Thanks to religion, people are now told how to think and what to feel. I have personally been told, “You shouldn’t think like that” or “You shouldn’t feel like that.” Thinking and feeling for myself had become a mortal sin. Religious patriarchs insisted on members giving their power of decision-making over to them.

I decided to take a brave look at myself in the mirror and find my own truth, rather than blindly accept some so-called “religious truth” which does not fit my life. I looked deeply into myself to find my own personal truth. In order to make this connection, I took a deep and honest look at my inner life. I was always afraid I might slip back because of religious conditioning. I began to recognize the times when I looked elsewhere for answers. By bringing myself back into my Inner Self, I began to recall what I already knew — I wasn't superior to anyone. We are all human, after all. There is no need to be divided by religion. We are all ONE.

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[1]  New World Translation of the Holy Scriptures, 
Revised 1984.

[2] Scripps-Howard News Service  quoted 
at theocracywatch.org

[3] San Jose Mercury News by Jeanne Hubert quoted 
at theocracywatch.org

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Monday, September 12, 2011

Vancouver Hockey Riot

It was pre-meditated.

I have been reading opinion after opinion about why the Vancouver hockey riot happened, who is to blame, and how to prevent such an event from recurring.
Did it ever occur to anyone else that the riot was premeditated? I ask the obvious question because who of us has a sporting event checklist that reads like this:
  • Tickets
  • Money
  • Blackberry
  • Hoodie
  • Molotov cocktails
Wait…Molotov cocktails??? Is anyone else detecting a disconnect?

Click to read what Wikipedia says about a Molotov cocktail.

How do sports buffs smuggle Molotov cocktails out of the house all the way downtown without being detected? Down their baggy pants? In the girlfriends’ carry-all? Backpack?

If “ordinary” people carry Molotov cocktails and are “on the ready” to get violent at any moment — and the police are not authorized to make arrests — something is seriously amiss with our legal system.

For some strange reason I am reminded of a “Cops” show I saw once where the police were in hot pursuit of a fleeing saggy-bottomed suspect. His pants slipped off his hips, all the way down, around his ankles. His baggy pants helped him get busted.

It didn’t happen in Vancouver, needless to say.

I still laugh about the baggy pants falling down, but I’m not laughing about the Vancouver hockey riots.


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Sunday, September 11, 2011

911 Call for Justice

The atrocity so insidious that no answers will satisfy. The disaster so evil that any plausible answers result in even more questions.

Here we are ten years later — since 911 — and the mystery has still not been solved. There was not even an investigation. That feels suspiciously like a cover-up by the powers that be.

Buildings do not simply implode, two or three at a time — all owned by the same man. As soon as I saw the Trade Center buildings implode, I flashed back to the time I watched a building get demolished in Winnipeg. It just fell in on itself and disappeared into it's own hole. I knew the moment I saw the buildings in New York fall straight downward into themselves that a double- or even a triple-demolition had been staged.

Another problem for me: The then-President Bush spoke of seeing the attack on television BEFORE any video was released showing the first plane hitting the first tower, according to this video.

According to WikiLeaks audioclips here and here mounting evidence seems to indicate 911 was indeed an inside job.

The then-government was in on the entire plan. 911 was a staged drama — an excuse to invade Iraq and start a war.

Past President Bush gives Osama Bin Ladin undue credit. According to Yahoo Answers, Osama Bin Ladin did not mastermind the attack. Does that mean Bin Ladin is safely hidden away, courtesy of the US taxpayers, while one of his look-alikes lies in a tomb?

My conclusion is 911 had to APPEAR like a terrorist act, instead of arson. How else could the owners collect insurance? And how else could the government start a war when most of the nation desires peace?

Since the trade center buildings were a planned demolition another question emerges: How could those responsible allow employees and firemen into the buildings knowing the buildings were being demolished?

If what I figure is true, those responsible are criminals, murderers, and arsonists. Massive greed has brought blood guilt upon those responsible, yet no one has been charged. Those involved figure they are "above the law" perhaps?

This blog is a 911 call for justice for the 3,000 people who lost their lives that day, but also for the citizens of the United States who deserve answers.


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Thursday, July 14, 2011

Religion is a Structure of Co-Dependence

Religion is a structure of co-dependence whereby people are taught they cannot live without it. To be sure, religion cannot survive without its members. Like an alcoholic or drug addict, the religious people “need their fix.” And like an alcoholic or drug addict, the churches need a cash flow to keep functioning — somewhat.

Why would I theorize thusly?

Go to meetin’ and are lifted up, told you are a sinner in need of redemption. You need Jesus, but more importantly, you need the approval of the minister to say, “you’re okay.”

The natural question arises: Don’t people automatically “know” they are okay? Apparently not, they are taught to believe that without the redemption they are nobodies. They are the walking dead. They are going to hell or will surely die at Armageddon. Zero state. Tell me: is there such a  religion in existence that doesn’t teach a hellfire or Armageddon doctrine from which its members need to be saved or rescued? Ah, but isn’t a “rescue” a sign of dis-respect, based on the Karpman Drama Triangle principles?

Karpman Drama Triangle, as taught by my therapist

True, according to Karpman, as taught by one of my many therapists, all relational situations can fit into one of two triangles of dynamics:

The Triangle of Disrespect contains the following relationship dynamics:
  • Persecutor: blaming or finding fault
  • Rescuer: wanting to fix; even if it interferes with someone’s “free will” or choice
  • Victim: “poor me”
The Triangle of Respect contains the following relationship dynamics:
  • Vulnerable: awareness to identify feeings without judgment
  • Assertive: taking care of the Self by taking healthy action
  • Caring: feeling compassion without doing someone else’s “work”
So, let’s check and see how religion fits into either of these two triangles. Religion teaches that Eve, the mother of all humans, has made us all victims. Ever since she tricked Adam with a little help from a talking serpent in the Garden of Eden, we are ALL in need of a rescue. Jesus, the Son of God became the assigned Rescuer; but not unless he was first a Victim, dying on a torture stake/cross, persecuted and killed by unbelievers. Carrying the torture/persecution idea further, all Christians were to anticipate and expect the same disrespectful treatment. Persecution at the hands of unbelievers was prompted by the big unseen enemy, Satan the Devil, the ruler of hell/the world. But the BIG Rescuer and BIG Persecutor was none other than God, since he could not find it in his heart to just forgive the newbies in Eden.

Quite frankly, the entire "Garden of Eden" story sounds truly disrespectful and really far-fetched. Furthermore, in the religion of my family of origin, the patriarchal Jehovah's Witnesses society currently in place promotes belief in such a convoluted salvation scenario. Only they had that special knowledge that no one else had. Only they could offer salvation to humanity. What a shallow and narcissistic belief!

Where is our “free will” to believe or dis-believe? Church elders quickly label the unbelievers, the doubters and even the questioners as heretics, apostates and infidels.

So, again I ask the question: In which of the two triangles does religion find itself? For me, it was obvious: the Triangle of Disrespect — hands down. Naturally, the realization of which triangle religion fit into led me to believe that the good of the holy books and the devil are both equally evil. Perhaps they are even one and the same being.

Why don’t we simply honor one another's spiritual nature and leave all divisive religious theologies out of the mix?


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Monday, July 11, 2011

Sharia Law in Canada

While one might think now that Muslims/Islamists live in Canada, they would be happy to learn to live in a more “moderate” way. Well, you’d be wrong. Not everyone understands moderation because to them extremism was part of their "normal" upbringing. Nor do they understand what freedom actually is or isn't. Sadly, after immigrating to a new land from somewhere with very invasive and strict rules, some folks do not understand the concept of freedom.

I was surprised while listening to an audio clip where a professor of Arab Studies Dana Olwan at Queen’s University, spoke out against the passing of the law banning niqabs in Quebec. As a feminist and an Islamic Muslim, she was outraged that niqabs were banned. When she gets “passionate” her Arabian accent comes forth. Otherwise, she speaks excellent English. According to Professor Dana,
“The bill intends to manipulate all women, not just Muslim women... Bill 94 reserves for the state a place in women’s closets. It tells women how to practice or choose their own beliefs. It regulates how women present themselves and how they dress..."

While I believe people can surely choose their own beliefs, I can barely fathom why she feels there is no freedom here, in view of the oppression women live under in Arab lands. But because she is a professor in a university, she is believed and has quite a following, as she promotes the need to continue living according to Sharia Law, just as in their old country.

Patriarchs have dictated to the Arab women how to dress for so long, it has been internalized and now the women “persecute themselves,” some might say. They choose to wear tents, hijabs, niqabs — and mutilate their pre-pubescent girls bodies following the Sharia Law of female circumcision, as well as learning the Qur’an by rote. Many of these people are Muslim/Islamists first. Many do not consider themselves as “one of us” namely “the West” or Canadian. Some of them seem to have left their hearts in Islam.

Who could know their nationality — or even sex — just by looking?
Really, theoretically, it could be anyone!
It is true that while I am concerned about rights of women, I happen to agree with the face-coverings being a security risk. We all make assumptions that the people under those tents are women. But, as an aside, compare this with the 9/11 attacks. It has been theorized the bombers identified may have possibly come from America's own deeply corrupt government, so it isn’t a stretch to think these "tented beings" could be men or women wearing bombs. They might be Islamist or even political Zionists. Sure, why couldn't the women be bombers, too? It’s happened already in Britain — maybe. At least that's what mainstream news told us. I mean really, it could be a man or woman — or someone other than an Islamist Jihadi wearing a black tent. Who could know just by looking? It could be anyone! The powers that be can be extremely deceptive when it comes to their particular political agenda! Quite frankly, it’s just too eerie not seeing faces. At least for me. So, for anyone with a differing view, don't take my rant personally.

Some feminists believe the veils are a tool of oppression. But there is another possibility. Perhaps the veils are worn to intimidate us non-Muslims/Islamists. After all, Muslims/Islamists believe they are superior to every other race. The “brown” Muslims/Islamists even believe they are superior to their African “Black” counterparts, according to Aayan Hirsi Ali in her book, Nomad. I suppose if they believe they are better than someone else, they are entitled to more liberties, too. But, what liberties are they missing that we, by default for being white, have? Perhaps she is referring to the freedom to practice Sharia Law in Canada. The Muslims/Islamists pushed for it in Ontario — and Sharia almost became provincial law there. Think of the repercussions of such a law:
  • Freedom to beat your wife if she doesn’t agree with you on some issue.
  • Freedom to stone your wife if she commits adultery (maybe stop beating her and she will find some reason to respect you).
  • Freedom to cut off a hand or foot of someone who stole something from you.
  • Freedom to reduce a woman's power by half. A man’s word is worth twice as much as a woman’s word.
  • Freedom to make up more tyrannical rules as they go along.
  • Freedom to cut off a pre-pubescent girl’s genitals (clitoris, outer, and inner labia), stitch up the entire vagina leaving a small hole from which to pee.
I say, when men cut off their balls, western women still would not want to lose their vaginas, so forget Sharia.

Just in case you are thinking Female Genital Mutilation does not occur in Canada — think again. FGM does occur in Canada.There are doctors who will perform the surgery in Canada, despite it being against Canadian law. No one has to fly to the Arab world to have it done. Some of these immigrants are Muslims/Islamists first. Many bring to the new land their barbaric traditions and practices, where they hope one day they will be in power. They believe becoming the ruling power is Allah’s will. He will bless them and their polygamous families as they proliferate many times faster than westerners, and Allah will give them our land. That's what the Fundamentalist Islamists believe — but again, remember, not all Arabs are extremist in their beliefs.

But since we are talking about the extremists, these ones believe that it is the Westerners who are the barbarians, the Infidels, the Apostates.

But then, every extreme religion thinks they alone will dominate the world. They all think it is their particular god’s will. The Jehovah’s Witnesses believe they are the only ones who will survive Armageddon and live forever in Paradise under Jehovah’s theocratic rule. There are the Dominionist Christians who think the same thing by enforcing upon us the ancient Hebrew Scriptures known as The Old Testament. There are the expansionist political Zionists who figure one day everyone will embrace their extreme ideology.

It would be nice if these fanatics would lose the ego-speak. Seriously.

Many women — yes, even Muslims — welcome the law to ban niqabs. After all, they claim it is a law for freedom, not oppression. Granted, it’s difficult for me to get into the head of a Muslim/Islamist after being raised Jehovah’s Witness in Canada. Each belief system has a “warp” to it. Nevertheless, I do see the parallels and the twisted reasoning that both religions use to manipulate the governments in crying for never-ending liberties to practice their sick religions and practices — and inflict it on the rest of us, besides.

I feel sure that people are waking up to some inner sense of conscience that will act as a moral compass to bring humans into better balance and less strict ideologies. After all, we are all humans and therefore we are all equal. While our religions and governments try to divide and conquer all of us, let's just all try to live in peace without judgment.


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Sunday, July 10, 2011

Religion is Manipulative

Secular authorities appear to know little about how religions operate. Aayan Hirsi Ali, political scientist, spoke a universal truth when she said “government seems to feel they must enshrine cultural religions and hold [them] as sacred, no matter how dysfunctional these people act.” (Source?). She has seen religious dysfunction in her life experiences as a Muslim in Africa, Saudi Arabia, Holland, and the United States; and I can testify about my experiences with the Jehovah’s Witnesses in Canada.

Religious groups keep lobbying for more freedom. They cry “religious discrimination” when someone reacts to any apparent dysfunction. Jehovah’s Witnesses, for example, present to the public the ideal of “respect for family life,” yet their members are forced to shun family members who leave the religion, which is about two-thirds of their flock, according to Time Magazine. To me, this reveals an obvious “disconnect.” Many families are broken up as a result of religious dogma. How do families "get taken in" by a shunning rule?

No choice but to “shun”

When my mom left the Jehovah’s Witnesses religion I had no intention of shunning her. Next thing I knew, a letter arrived in the mail from an elder in her town. I felt I had no choice if I wanted to continue associating with my friends — all Jehovah’s Witnesses. I am ashamed to admit, I gave into the religious pressure to conform to the rigid rule: I squirm with discomfort now when I think how I began shunning my mom. Shunning her felt horrendously unnatural. It felt like a self-betrayal of my own principles.

Religion is “two-faced”

It seems to me that the Jehovah’s Witnesses have one face for the general public; presenting themselves as a “moderate” religion. However, for their members an entirely “other” face emerges: tyrannical.

Why does society continue to enable destructive behaviors like shunning, which takes place according to the direction of their elders?

Why do governments continue to give religious organizations money and power to control and manipulate their members?

Religion is manipulative of secularism, too

Interesting thought: religions manipulate their members. More importantly, because secular authorities continue to believe religions have members’ best interests at heart, these same secular authorities do not realize they too are being manipulated by the two-faced presentation of religious beliefs. Jehovah’s Witnesses “official” position presented to media regarding shunning is, “We do not interfere with family issues.” Yet, clearly that is not my experience. The Jehovah’s Witnesses split up my family with their harshly-enforced rules that go contrary to what is natural.


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Thursday, June 30, 2011

Anti-Bullying in BC High Schools

Here is the third letter to the editor written in response to the anti-bullying policy, now passed by school administrators...
 

Throw fear outside

 
Burnaby Now June 29, 2011
 
Dear Editor:
 
I appreciate the Burnaby NOW's coverage regarding unanimous acceptance of Policy 5.45 by the school board members. The video posted on Jennifer Moreau's blog demonstrated how well the school board worked with the various subsets of the community for a resolution.
 
However, Burnaby's Parent's Voice group was less than impressed. The video included a woman who claimed she was present to "witness darkness history" claiming the schools will now openly "promote homosexuality." She fears the LGBTQ community "cannot reproduce the next generation." As a person born into a fundamentalist sect, and who faithfully practised for 40 years, my heart went out to her as I realized she sincerely believes in what are typically religiously-defined "family values."
 
The Parents' Voice group may now disrupt the education of their own children. Looking back, in my parental role, I too once would have over-reacted similarly. Those fears were fed by my religious leaders. Such dramatization could be viewed as yet another type of bullying to force a religious agenda.
 
Some might even say the group is now using their own children as pawns to manipulate the school board.
 
Reactions like that would be considered "honorable" and a "sacrifice in the name of God" by hard-line fundamentalists.
 
Too often, religions teach an "us against them" mentality where "we" are always better than "them." Such a mindset does not encourage members to accept the rich diversity around us.
 
I was fortunate to find excellent therapists who validated my anxieties and helped me work through such groundless fears.
 
Religious folk might choose to trust their own scripture that says, "Perfect love throws fear outside." - 1 John 4:8
 
E. Harrison, Burnaby
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Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Bullying in the Name of God

E. Harrison wrote a letter to the local paper in response to the bullying being carried on in the name of God:
 

Judge Not

I read with great interest the article in the Burnaby NewsLeader called "Anti-homophobia debate packs school board meeting" (April 29).
 
My first thoughts were, "Can anyone believe there could be a debate on this issue?" and "What is there to debate?"
 
I could not quite fathom that someone would protest protection against bullying of Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transsexual and Queer (LGBTQ) folk.
 
Having belonged (in the past) to a fanatical religion I knew at once there is only one segment of society that would protest protection of LGBTQ folk from being bullied: the religious fundamentalists. I recognized the spin, having exited such a group — in my case, the Jehovah's Witnesses. They claim to be a "moderate" religion concerned about preserving their narrow definition of "family" — family, of course being defined as husband (man), wife (woman) plus any children resulting from said union. These so-called "special interest groups" spew hate directly from the church/kingdom hall platforms and even quote scriptures such as found in Genesis Chapter 19 to support their twisted reasoning. For example, they use the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah by God as a precedent that "proves" the God of the bible destroyed these cities because the men desired sexual relations with other men, rather than the women.
 
After leaving the religion, I am now feeling concern about the constant cry for more "religious freedom" emanating from these fundamentalist groups who will not openly acknowledge that they are religious in nature. They turn around and persecute and marginalize human beings who desire the same freedoms to choose their private life course. Yet our modern western society seems to put religions on a pedestal that no one is allowed to touch, lest these individuals be called bigoted. Yet, it is these very religions that are spewing the hate and propaganda that marginalize folks they judge. These religious groups feel that they speak on behalf of God, and therefore are above the law.
 
Fundamentalist religions probably don't like to be put in the same box as the Jehovah's Witnesses, but I say why not? — their spin on family values is the same. How fundamentalist religions treat other human beings will come back to haunt them. What goes around comes around. These so-called moderate religious people do not appear to be heeding their own scripture: "… For whatever a man is sowing, this he will also reap." — Galatians 6:7 (New World Translation).
 
I suggest we treat all humans with respect, allowing each individual their exercise of "free will" to choose what is appropriate for themselves without interference, judgment, persecution or marginalization, lest it come back to haunt such self-appointed judges.
 
This article appeared as:
Judge ye not, should apply in this case
Burnaby NewsLeader
Greater Vancouver
Published: May 19, 2011 9:00 AM
http://www.bclocalnews.com/greater_vancouver/burnabynewsleader/opinion/letters/122237959.html#
 
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Monday, May 30, 2011

Living with Integrity

Why must "family" be so dysfunctional?

My patriarchal brother is a religious control freak. Ironically, he is the youngest child in our family of seven children. He takes his formal religious duties seriously: after all, he is trying to "save" our hopelessly divided family.

A year ago last spring, he, along with his wife and their new baby met me at a sushi restaurant for lunch. He lives three provinces away, and was in town visiting his in-laws. I supposed I was an afterthought, since I am being actively shunned by the religious members of the family, including my two children. The last time my children spoke to me was the year 2000, when I left the religion. I had no idea where either of my children lived.

After the unexpected restaurant visit, another year went by before I worked up the nerve to ask my patriarchal brother if he ever saw my children. I fully expected him to say, "Your children do not wish me to divulge their whereabouts." Instead, he informed me that my son and daughter-in-law live in the same town as them. No mention of my daughter.

I was flabbergasted! My son lived in the same town, yet he never mentioned it during the sushi lunch…?

In the same phone conversation, I was astonished to learn that last July 2010, I became a grand-mother. In other words, during the sushi lunch, my daughter-in-law was about six months pregnant! Information about my children was somehow not of interest to me?

Why did it take so long for the news to get to me?

My first sense was this information was a type of "carrot on a stick" tactic being used on me. It seems my brother had the idea that telling me about the birth of a grand-daughter might draw me back into the religious fold in order to have a relationship with the grandchild, as well as restore harmony with my children. My patriarchal brother wants credit for "saving" our hopeless family — have us all happily united under the banner of the family religion which I disavowed years ago.

After the phone call, my brother emailed me some photographs of the aforementioned grand-daughter. I was shocked. No photos of son or daughter-in-law — only the grand-daughter. I was so torn it took me a week to respond. On the one hand I wanted to scream at him for his manipulative behavior. Here was my innocent grand-daughter being used as a pawn. On the other hand, I did not want to disrupt the fragile line of communication that had opened up after eleven years.

I sent a short email back, "I thank you from my heart for the precious gem photos. I shall cherish them. With unconditional love."

Nevertheless, these photographs had quite an impact on me. Grand-daughter's smiling eyes danced through the lens and touched my heart. I felt an amazing love connection with her. A gorgeous baby I had never set eyes on, except for these photos. A baby I never knew existed till the phone call with my brother — and my grand-daughter approaching her first birthday.

Oh yes, birthdays. Another highlight that is irrelevant to the family religion.

A baby I might never get to hold in my aching arms. Yet, I became transfixed by her innocent smiling eyes, filling me with wonder. I spoke softly to this amazing, beaming being,
"Hi there, beautiful, precious Emberlyn. I am Grandma. I'm sorry I can't be with you right now, but I still love you. I love you unconditionally, no matter what. I am here for you, if you ever need me. I care about you and I already love you so much. Yes, I love you!"

Saying those words felt so right.

Sweet Granddaughter Emberlyn at 9 months
I printed each and every photograph and set them in a prominent location, so that I might gaze upon this miracle every day. I wondered if my brother and my children know what a precious gift they have shared with me. Perhaps on some level they do know and we are all enriched by this tiny miracle.

As I stared in amazement at her photographs, mesmerized, I heard a tiny voice say "Gamma."

I was jolted back to reality.

Yes, the pull on the heart strings can be strong. Keeping the family together is all well and good, but there is something to be said for personal integrity. Sadly, as long as that old family religion is in the picture, our family can only remain divided.

Related Reading

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Belief in Separation or Belief in Love?
Is it possible to feel a strong, loving connection to my children who don't speak to me because of a shunning order? Yes, I reply. I received some photos from family members, which I wrote about in a previous post. You may recall, the first run of photos only included my grand-daughter. In a second set, the family members provided Read more...


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Friday, May 27, 2011

GST/PST vs HST Tax Referendum

Interesting. For almost a year we have had the Harmonized Sales Tax (HST) in British Columbia. Now we are asked if we want it, by referendum.

I am one of those people who signed the petition to ax the tax. Why would anyone vote for more tax? I figured. We were already paying the Provincial Sales Tax (PST) of seven percent and the Goods and Services Tax (GST) of five percent. We were already paying too much tax, to my way of thinking.

Then the tax switch happened, without our consent or consultation. But it was a "smart" move, the BC Liberals insisted.

As soon as the HST was implemented I noticed price increases. Some of them huge. Food prices, for one, have increased; especially meat. Also, many of the restaurants we frequented jacked up their prices. And now the tax is across the board, not just on services, but on food items and other products previously sold tax-free.

My partner thinks the HST is a "good" tax, in theory. I listened and watched, as he used Chris Thompson's YouTube explanation, in which Economist, Kathryn Kunin reasoned on how "the HST is a very good tax for BC."

I listened to the explanation. In theory, the HST would be applied — and refunded — to businesses. Oh, great. Another tax that would benefit businesses. As if they don't have enough tax breaks.

Quite another story for the consumer.

But then, business owners and their families are also consumers, are they not?

The HST would be applied at each production step, but it would be refunded to business. And in the end, the consumer would pay less. In theory. Like this:

Exp Sub-Tl GST PST HST Total Reality
Meals $40.00 5% 7% $44.80 $44.80
Meals $40.00 12% $44.80 for both

Reality: Either tax plan would result in a bill of $44.80 plus tip. Unless the restaurant decided to increase its prices.

Groceries are a different story, which I was unable to chart. "Basic" groceries are GST and HST exempt. Raw meat is tax-exempt, but HST is charged on cooked, prepared meats. Using the GST/PST model, a few groceries were charged five percent tax, with no PST. I could see it costs more for groceries using the HST model because twelve percent is now charged for some items I found surprising, such as nut mixes from the bulk bin.

Repairs I feared would cost more. So I looked at an example of say, car repairs:

Car repairs
Sub-Tl
GST
PST
HST
Total
Compare
PST/GST
Brake Pads 
 100.00 
5%
7%
112.00
Labor 
 60.00
5%
63.00
$175.00
or with HST
Brake Pads 
 100.00 
12%
112.40 
Labor 
 60.00 
12%
 67.20 
 $179.20 

In reality, tax charged to all items results in a higher repair bill.

But my partner suggested that in BC, with the HST, businesses could reduce their cost and could pass their savings onto their customers. In the ideal world, yes. But, in BC where there are plenty of rich people who will pay whatever price without batting an eyelash…? And plenty of demand!

Here is where my partner showed me the YouTube chart from Chris Thompson where PST was applied to at each production step:

Step
Cost
Tax
Reality
1
$20.00
$1.40
2
$41.40
$2.90
3
$64.30
$4.50
4
$88.80
$6.21
5
$115.01
$8.05
Final cost to Consumer
$123.06

According to the economist, Kathryn Kunin, what this chart means is that at each step the Provincial Sales Tax (PST) is applied to the production process, say a toy:
  • Step 1 harvest raw material, say steel.
    Ca-Ching! Payday for the provincial government.
  • Step 2 Smelting Plant melts down material into workable chunks of product and sells to producer.
    Ca-Ching! Payday for the provincial government.
  • Step 3 Toy company produces toy parts.
    Ca-Ching! Payday for the provincial government.
  • Step 4 Toy factory puts together a toy car.
    Ca-Ching! Payday for the provincial government.
  • Step 5 Sale to consumer.
    Ca-Ching! Payday for the provincial government.
At each of the five production steps leading up to the sale of the toy car, tax is applied and collected by the provincial government. By the time the toy car gets to the consumer's child, tax has been paid five separate times. The PST was "layered in" — "imbedded" at each production level. Tax upon tax was paid many times before reaching the consumer.

We have not even talked about the GST, which was supposed to be applied to goods and services. What does that mean, really, when some stores were charging PST and GST on everything, even items that were GST exempt? We personally took items back to the store several times for reimbursement. On principle.

HST was supposed to change all that. In theory.

All tax paid would be reimbursed at every transaction in the production process. Here is what I mean by "tax that would again benefit business" rather than consumers. The new "smart" tax, according to Premier Christie Clark. Wow, put the word "smart" in front of something and it automatically means something beneficial…? For whom?

The supplier receives a refund on all the HST that was paid through the various levels of production.

I'm not sure why it says 7% HST comparison, when the HST is 12%, not 7%. My partner says it is because the 7% is the provincial portion of the tax. Comparing apples to apples. Provincial portion to provincial portion. The additional 5% not mentioned would be over and above what is presented in the chart and would be the federal portion. Okay, technically I could use twelve percent HST, but then I'd have to add the five percent GST to the PST table.

Anyway, here is Chris Thompson's chart.

7% HST comparison
Step
Cost
Tax
Consumer Cost
1
$20.00
$0.00
2
$40.00
$0.00
3
$60.00
$0.00
4
$80.00
$0.00
5
$100.00
$7.00
Final cost to Consumer
$107.00

But really, it would cost $112.00 because HST is not 7%, but 12%. But, for arguments' sake, let's use the chart that was presented by Chris Thompson.

When I listened to the theoretical explanation, I could see that, in theory, HST would be applied once — at the consumer stage. True, it would be applied during each production step, but would be refunded to the producer and the retailer. And in the end, the consumer would pay less sales tax.

In theory.

But, now we have had the opportunity to test this theory out because the HST is now been implemented since last July. So, how is it working out, BC?

Here is what I observed: It appears to be more costly than ever using the HST system. In the ideal world, if the supplier gets the HST back, the production would become cheaper. And naturally a cheaper price would be paid by the consumer. The chart appears deceptive because it looks like no HST was paid. In actuality, the tax was paid, but refunded. Unfortunately, in BC no one can afford to live without raising prices. Lowering retail prices would lower the bottom line. The high cost of living here sends retailers into shock. They fear they can't afford to lower their prices. In fact, with all the GST/PST/HST confusion, many retailers saw this as the ideal time to raise prices to the exorbitant stage. The government would get blamed. And, in reality, that is what happened.

What used to cost $100 now costs $120. Here's how:

Car repairs
Sub-Tl
GST
PST
HST
Total
Compare
PST/GST
Brake Pads
 100.00
5%
7%
 112.00
Labor
 60.00
5%
 63.00
 $175.00
or with HST
Brake Pads
120.00
12%
134.40
Labor
 60.00
12%
 67.20
 $201.60

Sad, but true.

But, businesses are doing well. They have raised their prices and they get back all the HST paid — so they are sitting even prettier than they did in the days prior to HST. Another victory for business.

The consumer is left with the increased food bill, the increased services bill, etc.

A "good" tax for BC businesses indeed. Sadly, it is harsh for the poor people, since business gets their HST back. Do poor people get HST back? Apparently, HST tax credits will be available. Many low-income British Columbians are eligible for federal and provincial tax credits. According to The BC Liberal HST in BC website those with low and modest incomes receive a GST credit of up to $381 annually. Also, the BC HST credit provides up to $230 annually. But, only a portion will be refundable. Unlike the businesses that get 100% HST refunded.

Regardless of what BC voters choose, what recourse will BC consumers have? We are free to shop around for the honest businesses that will not gouge their customers with exorbitant price increases. Ask for several price quotations before making a major purchase. My partner and I already do this.

We take the time to get to know the product we wish to buy, and buy it from a credible merchant — one with integrity. Honest merchants are still out there, but it takes time to find someone who is honest. Weed the gougers out of our life. And tell all your friends.

Same with government. Democracy is corruptible, since humans are involved who may lean toward greed. Again, weed the corrupt government out of our life. And tell all your friends.

It is like tending a garden. Patience and perseverance will help us weed corruption out of our lives and we will be left with people who are honest and have integrity. It is up to each one to become informed — and trust the process. Let's change our world for the better.

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Sunday, May 8, 2011

Depression, Suicide and Religion

I know of a Jehovah's Witness woman who is currently in the psychiatric ward because she tried to commit suicide. She is not alone. Other women in this religion have also tried that exit route, including me back in 1996.

Looking back, what could I say to someone like her? I might say, "One of the first things I learned about suicide is that it is a cry for help. Depression is not your fault. Depression is indicative of a set of negative circumstances present in your life."

A patriarchal way of life is very often abusive toward women. Jehovah's witnesses call their god "The Great Patriarch."—Insight vol 2, under Law, p. 212, subheading: Laws to Noah; Patriarchal Law. How can men who choose a god like Jehovah be anything but "just like him"?

This wounded soul who currently feels suicidal might not like to know that religion does not have the answers. I know now that the instruction from the elders to "read your Bible more" is a diversionary tactic to stop people from living life and actively using their "free will." In religion, women are not allowed to just "be." Religions teach that women must be performers and producers. If they are stay-at-home moms, they are unpaid laborers and, as a result of societal pressure, often feel devalued and under-appreciated. Unfortunately, there is such a thing as trying too hard to please other people. It is important to know that some patriarchs are in fact "un-pleasable." Women are never allowed to "please themselves" as that would be considered selfish. To that I would say, "it is important and imperative to take time to nurture yourself and make sure your OWN needs are met. There is even a scripture to support that view, found at Matthew 5:6 which says, "Happy are those hungering and thirsting for righteousness, since they will be filled." What religion fails to explain is it is not possible to help others from an empty cup. If you are hungering and thirsting, please take the time to fill your own cup first. Then you will be in a position to help others. Take for example, when on an airplane and you hear the spiel about what to do in an emergency. The instructions are to put the oxygen mask over your own face first; then you will be able to help your child or someone else in need. If you are the one without the oxygen mask, you will die. Again, we cannot serve another if our own cup is empty. If, on the other hand, your cup is filled to overflowing, then you will not deplete yourself when extending a hand to help another" because you will be giving from your overflow. To religious patriarchs I would ask the question, "Why did I NEVER hear this little-known explanation when I was a member of your flock?"

Most Jehovah's Witnesses do not believe in obtaining psychiatric help. Elders quote a scripture to support their view.
"All scripture is inspired of God and beneficial for teaching, for reproving, for setting things straight. . ."—2 Timothy 3:16 New World Translation (NWT)
I hope her being in the hospital will enable her to get the help she needs to become healthy and well. If she is anything like me, and if her husband allows, she will go into group therapy with barely a voice to express herself. Nevertheless, group therapy will help her to see the depths of suffering other people endure. Perhaps she can relate to some of it. Perhaps she will be able to identify some abuse to which she has been subjected — and actually begin to see the depth of her abuse — much of it stems from an unhealthy and unbalanced belief system issuing forth from religion. Perhaps she will identify where the healthy boundaries have been crossed to produce the poor health she now experiences. Only then she would — could — begin to take healthy action to restore her mental balance.

I hope she knows that other women have suffered similarly and are here to support her if she reaches out for help. I know from experience she will not receive help from the congregation. Instead she will hear scriptures such as one I heard quoted from Luke 9:62 (NWT) which says,
"...No man that has put his hand to a plow and looks at the things behind is well fitted for the kingdom of God."

Here is a sad example of how religion suppresses women's ability to feel, by not validating their feelings. Elders and friends tell women, "You shouldn't feel that way!" Religion suppresses women's sense of intuition — their inner guidance system.

Dear sister, ultimately you are the one who knows what is best for you. Suicide attempts are a cry for help. Reach out to other women who have experienced what you are now experiencing. I encourage you to seek medical and psychiatric help in such circumstances. Give yourself permission to embrace the help available within your community and allow yourself to benefit from it. And know that you are loved unconditionally, no matter what.

Most of all, know that you have within you the innate ability to heal.

I received this poem early in my journey to freedom. I'd like to share it here:

The Courage to be Myself

by Sue Patton Toele     
I have the courage to...
Embrace my strengths
Get excited about life
Enjoy giving and receiving love
Face and transform my fears
Ask for help and support when I need it
Spring free of the Superwoman trap
Trust myself
Make my own decisions and choices
Befriend myself
Complete unfinished business
Realize that I have emotional and practical rights
Honor my own needs
Give myself credit for my accomplishments
Love the little girl within me
Overcome my addiction to approval sponge
Feel all my feelings and act on them appropriately
Nurture others because I want to, not because I have to
Choose what is right for me
Insist on being paid fairly for what I do
Get limits and boundaries and stick by them
Say "yes" only when I mean it
Have realistic expectations
Take risks and accept challenges
Be totally honest with myself
Correct erroneous beliefs and assumptions
Respect my vulnerabilities
Heal old and current wounds
Savor the mystery of spirit
Wave good-bye to guilt
Plant "Flower" not "Weed" thoughts in my mind
Treat myself with respect and teach others to do the same
Fill my own cup first; then nourish others from the overflow
Own my own excellence
Plan for the future but live in the present
Value my intuition and wisdom
Know that I am lovable
Celebrate the differences between men and women
Develop healthy supportive relationships
Make forgiveness a priority
Accept myself just as I am now

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